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The Pain Of Existence by ~shewolfyouko:iconshewolfyouko:

Categories Traditional Art > Drawings > Surreal

©2008-2009 ~shewolfyouko
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This is how I've been feeling recently...in pain and suffering. This is what it's felt like to exist to me ever since two months ago. I'm on the upswing now thanks to my friends and my new boyfriend, Kirk, whom I love so so much for sticking with me and loving me all the way~ <3

Me, the wolf, being skewered, pierced, chained and drained of a soul, melting into the very fabric of the world. The tentacle representing me again, being direct injected with some assimilating serum to change me...Blood running sideways.

This is what it's like in my head, thank you, come again.

Drawn on the back of my college algebra spiral with a few hours of free time.

I'm okay, I promise

Done completely in ballpoint pen. This is my most recent work to date, completed only about a week ago. I love it so

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*InuJakkaru Sep 29, 2008, 11:53:35 PM
.... And the ant? D: *curious*

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.: The colors of the rainbow shine so bright, :.
.: Every time I look into your eyes. :.
.: It's the colors of the rainbow that feed my soul, :.
.: Over and over, just like you do. :.
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~shewolfyouko Sep 30, 2008, 9:42:40 AM
That's a good question...I forgot why I drew him in there D:

At first when I started this I just wanted to draw a tentacle. Then I got tired of drawing lil suckers and wanted to make it stripey. Then the ant came in...gods know why...and then I went on to draw the syringe and so forth. The meaning behind the ant got lost in the drawing I suppose P:

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Moved from ~YoukoKtulu to here :3
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And I don't believe in god, so I can't be saved
All alone, as I've learned to be, in this mess I have made.
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][.-l-a-s-c-i-v-i-o-u-s-.][
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*InuJakkaru Sep 30, 2008, 1:48:56 PM
LOOL. Well I was reading the description and I was like "What's the ant for?!" D: And I was staring trying to figure it out for awhile. I was like "WRYYYY! OTL;;"

*/random*

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.: The colors of the rainbow shine so bright, :.
.: Every time I look into your eyes. :.
.: It's the colors of the rainbow that feed my soul, :.
.: Over and over, just like you do. :.
:iconshewolfyouko:
~shewolfyouko Oct 3, 2008, 11:03:58 PM
Hahaha. Only after I submitted the deviation did I realize I totally forgot the ant was even in the picture. I still don't think I'll ever edit the description though...too lazy P:

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Moved from ~YoukoKtulu to here :3
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And I don't believe in god, so I can't be saved
All alone, as I've learned to be, in this mess I have made.
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][.-l-a-s-c-i-v-i-o-u-s-.][
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